By Pinlighter
Where do you come from?
"I come from Uthwer, the Fourth City."
Where?
"Sunward. Westward. There. My home."
Did you love your home?
"I loved my home."
What did you love?
"I loved it all. The old walls were of basalt, and
carved with stories. The Guards moved like puppets, all blinking lights
and rust. They would stop and ask you for help, but no-one knew how to
give help any longer. We told them we loved them, and they blinked,
turned, blinked, turned, blinked, waiting for us to do something for
them. But we never could."
What did you love?
"We ran through the old library, and played games there.
When it was cold we would make nests among the books and the old
machines. We ate Basic, and grasshoppers, and berries."
Love makes us human.
"Yes.
"They had no true love. They changed everything."
They?
"Yes. No. I must not think about them."
They came to your home?
"Yes."
You understand now, you are able to say, that they
had no real love?
"Yes, because I am dreaming, I can say it."
That they were evil?
"If I was awake I would not be able to call it evil or
false. My mind is hurt, you see. They did it. If I was awake I would
not be able to know that either."
So. And in Uthwer . . .???
She woke with her heart pounding. The questioning had
bought back memories which could not be suppressed. Grief and fear
welled up and left her shaking. She tiptoed away from the memories,
fled past them with her eyes closed lest she wake them, and found
herself shivering in a nest of plastic foam on a fossil coral mesa with
the machine whirring and ticking before her. It was crushing and
consuming living coral chunks in measured, single, gulps. " We love
even our machines" she said to it as if obedient to command, and
repeated the words several times. Her hands moved as if to hold or
caress some thing. The machine regarded her.
She stood up, panting. The black and red world turned
round her and she found herself sitting on the hard rock again, but
still staring upward.
There was the flying machine, the flying ship, lower and
closer now. She stared at it as hard as she could as it swept over. It
was clearly a machine, a construct, not some kind of bird or pterodact.
And was someone looking at her, someone gazing from the ship? There? At
the side, there?
The ship swept away and vanished.
If she slept again, would she meet them again? Would she
be questioned and forced back to her memories again? She resolved to
try, very brave, but sleep would not come to her bidding and the
machine merely stared at her. Giving up the attempt at last, and
hungry, she tried to make the machine feed her, but it did nothing. So
she scrabbled for some of the last cakes of bread she had saved in her
pouch, and when the machine plucked one from her hand and nibbled it
she gasped in anger and surprise. It gave her the crumbs back.
At last she managed to make it respond by talking as
slowly and clearly as she could, saying simple short words like "walk"
or "sun" which it repeated with solemn emphasis. It was clearly trying
to learn her language but it was impenetrably stupid as well as
inhumanly tireless and did not seem to understand simple concepts like
pointing. It would hold one or two of its lantern goblin heads in front
of her face and speak to her with them while the other head drifted
around above them scanning at the horizon, on guard, she supposed. She
found this distracting and funny.
Later, the machine spun a thread from its belly that
tasted like bread and moistened into pulp in her mouth.
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Two diphae later they found the Road. ("WRoooaadddd"
said the machine, trying to give her a word of its own.) It was a flat
line of stone and earth like nothing she had ever seen, stretching from
horizon to horizon, not quite straight, overlain in places by bubbling
vegetation or landslips or growing coral, cleared and mended in places
by unknown hands, or routed round obstacles in unknown pasts, or
trampled clean for stretches by unknown feet. It was ancient and
battered but the original pattern was unmistakable whenever they
returned to its true line, an avenue five times wider than the machine
was long, paved with great hexagonal blocks of stone and edged with
grey metal.
The road was busy with things that fled from them.
Beasts skipped ahead of them and scurried off the path. Great
arthropods lumbered aside. Presences watched them from hiding as they
passed. Several times troops of slim tiptoeing abhumans stood up from
grazing the herbage that bordered the road and fled squealing. But
there was no conflict between the other road users, however much they
feared the machine. She saw deadly swift alzabos hulking along,
completely ignoring the bands of immec that hustled past timedly in the
other direction, and stalking man-tall mantids spare fat beetles that
passed only inches from their claws. She slowly came to understand that
the road was a thing that all orders of inhabitants of this wild land
shared and used, whatever they were, because its nature and structure
compelled cooperation: no creature could use it without in some small
way acting to keep it clear and so contributing to the welfare of every
other entity that used the road, however alien. It seemed to her to be
a wonderful idea and a revelation, a mode of cooperation that should be
instituted in every other arena of life.
Later, however, the machine slew one of the abhumans
("Rhoss," it said) running it down easily on the flat road and crushing
its skull with one blow. It was slender, half again her height,
digitigrade, white-haired, black-skinned, long-limbed and tiny-skulled,
breastless but female, with an enormous mouth full of grinding
herbivorous teeth. The machine picked up the dead thing and carried it
dangling in one arm. This clade of animalmen seemed no threat and she
did not understand the machine's action until they came to a place
where the road crossed a bridge over a deep gorge full of volcanic
steam. The gorge was clearly younger than the road, which it had split
with an offset gap thirty fathoms wide, and the bridge itself seemed
half-organic, formed of landcoral that had been trained or cultured in
some way. There were holes in it too small for a fullgrown man to
enter, and things she could not see clearly peeped out from them and
darted back and hid.
The machine laid down the dead abhuman by the side of
the road and walked gravely over the bridge, slowly and without threat.
She watched behind her to see what happened to the corpse for as long
as possible but saw nothing. Yet when she looked away for a second and
looked back it had vanished.
The continued along the road on the other side of the
gorge. She looked forward at the new lands they were entering, and then
looked back again. Far behind them, something large and dark was
crawling across the bridge. A horde of smaller things surrounded it,
leaping forward and back like fleas. It was striking or beating them.
Unconsciously she urged the machine onward, gripping with her hands and
muttering Go On and Hurry, looking forwards and glancing back. The
machine refused to speed up. She stared back anxiously: the strange
thing seemed to be being blocked and forced back off the bridge,
failing to make the crossing. But it was all too far behind for her to
see any thing in detail, and at last the bridge fell out of view.
That night she slept without being questioned by anyone.
But when she awoke one dream came back to her. She had been in Uthwer,
in the before-time, working in the gardens, scarifying the grass
beneath the fruit trees with the other unmarried girls, leaning hard on
the rakes as they dragged them over the ground to snag the hyphae. She
had turned her head to speak to the person working beside her. It was
someone she had known, her neighbour, but at the same time it was the
slain abhuman from the road. It turned its narrow-skulled black face
and chittered to her, and then raised its forearm to its mouth and took
a bite from its own flesh and chewed.
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They continued eastward. The sun stood eternally in
place. Thin mists of volcanic sulphur and ash fell like gritty rain,
and were blown away by gentle winds. At the end of each diphae the
machine would leave the road so she could rest safely while it stood
guard over her. Things passed as she slept and usually offered them no
harm, but once the machine woke her and carried her away from the road
as fast as it could. A party of what seemed robed human beings was
passing along the way behind them, walking slowly and gravely in a
line. She tried to gaze back at them but her eyes did not seem to focus
properly.
The flying ship had been gone for a time, but now it
returned, coming from the east, and settled down to circle very slowly
overhead. It did not depart again. She would look to see it when she
woke and sometimes she waved. It never replied and never shifted its
path in response to her gesture, and no face ever peered at her from
it, but each night she returned to it in her dreams
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"Well, what do you love?" She was spieking to the young
man alone now, not to the grave elders who had been questioning her
about Uthwer.
I love my Ship.
"Your Ship?"
She flies above you. I am required by the Anakritoi
to carry them in and out and back and forth above the Twilight Land.
"She is beautiful, yes."
She loves the Sun. Loves to spread her wings. With
them she drinks the Sun, though he is so old and dying. So she lives
and flies.
"Yes, we love even our machines." She was trying to be
wise.
Better to love each other. Beware of the jager that
carries you: it does not carry you for love.
"Why?"
It has killed hundreds. Thousands.
"Then why rescue me?"
You will be told at the right time.
"Where is it taking me?"
That too you will be told at the right time.
"I do not think it is evil."
Enough. I am young and should not be spieking with
you. If I am discovered I will be rebuked. Go now. But take my advice.
***********************************************
She awoke angry and unsure of the reality of the dream.
But the flying ship could not be denied. It slid across the sky, far
above, gliding, achingly slow, never seeming to expend
effort. She watched it for an hour, carefully, trying to understand
what manner of thing it was, and saw only that it was very slowly
getting lower. Then it slipped away toward the rising cloud-tower of
cumulus above a hot vent about two miles to the south, and entered the
clouds, riding the currents effortlessly, mounting higher and higher on
them in a wide vertical gyre. She realised she was standing up on the
machine's back, straining to see. It vanished in the high mists.
Behind her, very close, something crashed and cracked.
Something heavy was moving there.
She tried to regain her seat and almost fell off.
Straining to see this new thing in the clutter of rock and vegetation
nearby, she witnessed only a confused rustling behind the nearby stands
of blacksage. She twisted around and then had to cling hard as the
machine she was riding accelerated to what was almost a run, clattering
along the flat open road in a sustained burst that left her exhilarated
at first and then sore and bruised. It kept up the sprint for half the
day, and selected a particularly high and steep spike of rock to climb
when it was time to halt for sleep.
***********************************************
"What is it like, to fly?" She was dreaming that she was
spieking to the
young man again.
It is beautiful beyond words. We go forth from the
high platforms of the One Thousandth city out into the Twilight, back
and forth above the surviving cities of True men there, from the
Redoubt even to the start of the Road, high in the western Wall. We fly
above a sea and a gulf of blue air. The sky is our realm, and nothing
dare challenge us.
"The Thousandth city? How many cities do your people
inhabit?"
More than an thousand. But they are in one great
Tower, the last Tower mankind will build, ranked one above another.
"There must be tens of thousands of you!!" Her idea of a
city was a huddle of houses containing a few hundred people.
In my city alone, three hundred thousand men and
women. He told her of the gardens and libraries, the palaces and
groves, of his high cold home. She had read of such vast gatherings of
people only in ancient books of marvels. She thought of him striding
across some glittering imagined terrace, mounting into the flying
machine and controlling it. With dreamtime shamelessness she imagined
his body, moving. It was the first time any though of venery had
entered her mind, even her sleeping mind, for longer than she could
reckon, and it made her drunk.
to Part 3 . .
© Pinlighter
20 nov 2008
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