by Brett
Davidson
Highlights ran like oil across its obsidian carapace as
it unfolded
itself and rose. Segments articulated and limbs unfolded. Five things
that might have been heads tilted at the ends of long jointed necks and
one leaned towards him. A clawed effector extruded sensors and emitted
a faint radio buzz and it tasted the emanations of his soul. It
whispered to him.
"Ah so see," it said. "Now. Here and now, knotted one,
nexus of gene
and will. Yes, I see. You. You."
Pallin said nothing, but stood his ground and watched
the living
machine.
"So see, here. Here you are come, fearing perhaps that I
have baited a
trap in the home of your pyramid, but yet come to this place
nonetheless. You."
"Yes," said the Monstruwacan at last.
It seemed to breathe and rose to its full height,
looming over them.
"What is this?" hissed Vyrkin over a private channel.
The thing overheard. "Call me Kastchei," it said. "It is
as worthy an
affectation, a role, a name as any - or call me Minotaur if you may."
Pallin looked the spider-like machine up and down
coldly. "I will call
you manshonyagger," he said levelly. "Reconnaissance and interdiction
type, protohistorical era, provenance of the Shining Eye. You are the
enforcer of an ancient ideological programme, now irrelevant."
"I was made the gardener of a nation, yes, when there
were nations,
continents... but have transcended such origins in my journey across
the declining plains of time, as well as wine transcends the vine. I am
I, would-be warden now of all human life and lore."
The Monstruwacan made a dismissive gesture, though it
did little to
conceal his unease. "Very well, I will not bicker. Your activities have
made an invitation and I am here. What proposition do you offer?"
"Lo!" said Kastchei, and held forth in one of its
effectors a small
glass globe. "My discovery, mission, gift and ark. See that they see.
How it might have seemed."
In the glass, a man and a woman wearing strange, stiff
robes strolled
in a trembling garden. Roses nodded and pulsed about them, their red
petals opening and closing like gasping mouths. The man reached out to
pluck a bloom, but it shriveled before he could take it in his hand and
he found himself holding a seed pod instead. Rains came and went
invisibly, known only as evanescent beadings that sparkled and vanished
from their cloaks. Snow fell suddenly, almost a shock, and the world
flashed white - and then that too passed and the roses bloomed once
more.
Minutes and years went by faster and faster. The Sun
slowed as the
Earth stopped its turning and then the Sun itself aged. Even at this
distorted pace, its senescence was unnatural as the Eaters burrowed
into its heart. It became red as a rose, but mottled with black and it
began to wither.
"O rose, thou art sick..."
The lovers embraced, seeing their end in the sky. The
sky became black
and the snows would not evaporate. Vast new flowers bloomed about them,
black and buzzing.
And Kastchei appeared, no less dark, but quick and
sharp. His limbs
flashed and shredded the Eaters and wove the fibres of their substance
into bolts of ethereal silk.
"Come," he said. "A safe city has been made, an ark
sailing through
sunless seas of time. Come, stay."
So they followed Kastchei into the empty Dark Palace
that he filled
with his people in scores upon thousands, and there they did stay.
The vision clouded and cleared again. This time Kastchei
showed the men
life within his Palace.
The Sun was extinguished and the sky sealed, but in the
Night Land, the
many and minute transient sources of light combined at first into a
ripple of light and then a universal fog of luminescence. Outside the
plague of time ravaged the Earth, but inside time was concentrated and
refined and became the very medium through in its inhabitants moved and
breathed. The air seemed rich and warm and the whole world outside
quickened first to a storm and then a blur and on the few occasions
when they looked outside, all they saw was the slow decline that
confirmed their own state. The Palace was secure and at peace. The
lovers remade their garden within the halls of the Palace and the
flowers were the Eaters, which Kastchei taught them to weave into the
most exquisite bowers, to tint their very skins so that they might
never feel the cold.
The great edifice seemed to its inhabitants to be an ark
moored in a
gently glowing mist, and inside, it was brighter still. Their saviour,
Kastchei, made a didactic clock of most cunning design. Its single hand
was a fixed pointer and its dial was not a flat disc with fixed
numbers, but a turning spiral upon which numbers ran outwards from the
centre, growing from minute points to grow as they migrated, and each
denoting a greater scale according to the immemorial Golden Ratio: 1,
1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89...
"Imagine," whispered Kastchei in the here and now. "In
each hour, one
increment of warmth, but warmth slips and spread, becomes thin and
chill and so that increment fills two hours, then four, then eight; a
heart beats once a second, then once an hour, then once a day, a year,
a century, a millennium... a horrible fate for sure you say, because
hot humanity must die in the cold - but it is not so at all, for you
see there also the solution."
"Which is?" Pallin asked.
"As the hours are attenuated, so too is the speed of
one’s life. So a
fixed clock might see you forever slow to stillness, but the horizon of
Eternity is only an illusion when time is infinite. It does not matter
if it is cut by instants or ages - in either case it never ends, and as
heat and pace slip to cold and slow, how could you ever tell, living
forever in the ever without end? How?"
Kastchei was clever. He knew how to bait his trap. He
showed the men
images of the families that they had seen in the outer forest of
clan-piers. Accelerated, they were not made banal. There was in their
manner something calm and hieratic, as if they were certain of
themselves and at peace here in the Palace. They had faced grave tests
and made terrible choices and they had passed beyond their trials into
completeness. Here in the Palace, the heroes lived forever. The men
stared, entranced.
Pallin was shown his interlocutor and could not look
away from the
sight of her prior life. He had been caught in Kastchei’s web. Now the
spider was winding it tighter. The woman had a name, a voice, desires
and longings. Karre, she was called; it was a hard name, but she had
been armoured as a fighter and it was a fighter’s name. Eternal combat,
be it by arms or divination, is wearing and the soldier’s exhaustion
spoke to the Monstruwacan. He saw her life and understood too well and
easily. The abhuman beasts of the land, the failed experiments of the
inexorable Age of Darkening, the first proto-eaters and the drag of
Time itself had worn her down. Her family had been destroyed by famine,
her lover was slain by a wild hound and she was condemned to endure. He
saw her fighting, her braids streaming in the air of the winter storms
like serpents, her mouth agape in a howl of defiance at the black
flowers that were killing her world. He saw her defeat them... and he
saw the battles defeat her. She became numb and ceased to desire; she
saw the sun no brighter than an ember and stripped herself of hope and
felt lighter for it.
Men still called her handsome, and seeing from the other
side of
Kastchei’s glass, Pallin agreed sadly. There was a patina of lines upon
her face, some that might have enriched her in the eyes of a mature
man, but the experience they recorded was bleak and she did not think
that she had bought any bright wisdom with them.
Scarred and cynical, she had longed for relief, and when
Kastchei had
come out of the Dark Palace to recall the scattered lines of humanity,
she had followed him gladly. Intimations of age having blighted her own
short life, she had looked out of a window and seen the world age in
turn, yet it had also brightened under the lens of concentrated time
and felt that glow infuse her. She was able to savour the warmth of the
Palace and at last, so unfamiliar and strange, the rebirth of hope
where nothing was forgotten and nothing was lost. There Kastchei gave
her a purpose and a role in the grand slow drama of the Dark Palace
that was in fact a Palace of Light, a Palace of Memory and Prophecy.
While she danced through the ages in the grand halls and yards, while
the ark sailed down its sunless river of time, others would come, and
among those others there would be one...
And there was one, for a brief instant, and-
Oh yes, Kastchei was clever, Pallin thought.
And maybe Kastchei was right.
The Last Redoubt was doomed by entropy and every human
knew this. Its
inhabitants had taken upon themselves this realisation and worn it as a
badge of heroism for millions of years now. Throughout those ages the
Geneticists had kept the race constant and the Censors had likewise
preserved their intentions so that understanding and reflex had been
alloyed in their very genome. Both heroic and natural it might seem to
be, to resist by defiance the darkness and the cold, but what if
adaptation was possible after all? What if the apparent blight of
entropy was in fact the path of survival?
Karre, Pallin thought. Had her joyful thought been the
expectation that
he would be standing there with her once he had understood Kastchei’s
mission and made his choice?
"Tell me," Kastchei asked suddenly. "Do your folk
celebrate Kairoseve
still?"
The night of the turning moment, when mystery plays were
enacted, when
misrule was celebrated, the bells rang the changes and the year began
anew. "Yes," Vyrkin replied. "We do."
"Rightly so, and so thus the concept remains
comprehended. I shall tell
you then, tell and ask, here is your Kairoseve, your moment of choice
in the Land of the Night."
"Ah, of course," Pallin agreed. "Your proposition."
"Yes, so and true, Master-to-be, envoy for now, catspaw
maybe. A choice
you might make for all, or for these now at least."
Pallin chuckled. "Master-to-be? I think not."
The machine dipped a mask close to his own. "You have
ambition,
Monstruwacan, but you have questions and needs not met in the metal
Pyramid. I merely emphasise this point, this place and your choice."
Abruptly, Vyrkin stepped forward, interjecting. "Ser
Pallin,
Monstruwacan, this is not your choice alone! The great monsters of the
Land, the Watchers and even - yes! - the Redoubt itself, play with us.
They demand our allegiance or have other more obscure desires and they
give us only constant struggle. Kastchei is plain: he is our protector."
Pallin let anger inflect his voice, offended less at the
Captain’s
impertinence than his ignorance. Yes, he was a sceptic himself and this
was something that Kastchei was attempting to use, but no sceptic is
enough of a fool to exchange a void of doubt for a mere vapour of
promise. "Our own ancestors made Kastchei," he sneered. "He is a
machine and you have made him an idol. In the Redoubt we at least have
our image of the human before us!"
Vyrkin waved at the great asymptotic clock. "Look!" he
declared. "Time
in the Redoubt will end, and you Monstruwacans might even know to the
very second when the Pyramid will fall, but here we have forever! There
is death, here is life!"
Pallin lowered his voice, refusing to meet the man on
his own terms,
and least of all those of Kastchei. "Then we will die at the honest end
of a bright span, not forever demanding another second, another moment,
another endlessly attenuated instant... and more, and more, and more."
The Captain was not deterred. "This is certain. It is
half-life, but it
is life. You yourself saw into the eyes of that woman. This is
certainty!"
"Maybe in the end we do not live for certainty." Pallin
shook his head.
"You think me a sophisticate, Captain, but I am simple in my essence: I
live for the sake of living, for knowing that my life is a frail thing,
for the uncertainty of my dreams so that I might imagine that I am
infinite. I could not bear this perfect life here, knowing that there
was nothing at all beyond it, forever and ever. This place is no ark,
it is a prison - and Kastchei is no protector, he is merely the
greatest of the Eaters."
The argument might have continued or it might have ended
there in a
division, but the men surrounding wavered, subtly hinting, if not their
agreement with Pallin, their need for a judgment. Both Pallin and
Kastchei noticed this incipient tip of the balance and the
Manshonyagger raised one of its effectors to intervene. "Chose,
embrace," he insisted. Sparks trembled about the tip of his upraised
limb. "Come and tell. Either be, it does not matter. If you come to me
now, then I am enjoyed, but if you deny me and I slay you, it matters
not. Many times and generations I have sieved you and your order are
all close to me now. One more is no difference, one more generation,
one more century, one more millennium until your condemnation is
forgotten." Kastchei reared up to his full height, looking now not so
much like a spider as nothing ever seen. He turned his five faces to
make a crown and sourceless light glinted from their sculpted
impressions of ornament. "Choose, die, accept or not," he sang. "This
is the great mill of all the memories of humanity. It will turn and
turn and you will return when you have forgotten and I will forgive. In
this or the next age I will welcome you all." The thing that was a
weapon or the scalpel that would carve them into his thralls unfolded
itself now, like a flower - like an Eater.
Surprisingly - or not - it was Ferox who drew his diskos
and raised its
roaring blade to the machine. Kastchei seemed barely interested in the
individual. A bolt from one of his faces felled him in an instant. The
surviving Watchmen regrouped and drew their own weapons, but did not
advance. Kastchei, with obvious contempt, shot the diskoi out of their
hands, wounding several. Vyrkin himself fell groaning, doubled up over
ruptured abdominal plates upon which his blood was already freezing.
Kastchei again turned his attention on Pallin.
"Master-to-be." He
repeated. "Kairoseve will be the night of your elevation. Mark that.
Chose. I love humanity - and you shall mark that too. Mark me and note
what I say. I am the protector of your souls and of your lore."
Vyrkin watched and heard through a storm of pain. Very
likely he was
dying, he knew, but he was still all too able to understand the essence
of the discourse. He heard Pallin reply to the machine, he heard more
promises and demands and he thought that maybe he could hear the
signals of his men too. Some of them might live, marked but vital
still. Perhaps, yes, they would carry back to the Redoubt...
Pallin stepped forward, blocking part of his view. The
Monstruwacan
removed his gauntlets. No hands were visible beneath them, rather one
hand was brighter than a mirror and the other - his left, and the one
that had held the weapon - was of a shade that drank shadows. Vyrkin
groaned with realisation. Those were the gloves of an investigator
judge, a Censor and not a scholar. "You lied," Vyrkin gasped. "You came
here as a Censor... came to eliminate a heresy, yet we are not
heretics, not cultists..."
Pallin turned and looked down at him almost
sympathetically. "But you
are," he said softly. "Of course you do not know it - no one ever
does." He turned back to the waiting Kastchei. "And now I think that it
is time indeed," he said, detaching a section of tubing that had seemed
to be but a minor part of the heating system of his armour and fitting
it to the hand with the dark glove.
Vyrkin could not see exactly the form of the device, but
he knew that
it was a weapon, something taken from the Black Museums of the Censors
perhaps. It was small, made a short wand, with a glitter at one end.
The Monstruwacan-Censor stood quite still as the manshonyagger
advanced, surely frightened but showing no sign of his fear, and
pressed a stud on the side of the wand. A line of light leapt from the
thing, seen very briefly but searing magenta afterimages across his
retinas despite the filtering of his helm. The front portion of the
monster seemed to collapse in on itself and then sprayed outwards in a
haze of molten droplets. The beast staggered, stalled, and would have
dropped, but somehow pulled itself erect and took another step. Pallin
took one step back and fired again, severing a leg. Another shot cut
another leg and two more left it immobile, one leg twisted underneath
and one stretched just short of his boots. It trembled.
Pallin put his weapon away and looked at the fallen
colossus. He stood
there for a while, evidently considering something. Eventually he
spoke, his amplified voice ringing out in the obsidian hall.
"O’erride! Narss! Nex-node command code aleph, aleph, narss
et monstrum. Acknowledge! Com sixt, non eigh, access - expedite!"
The thing stirred. Buzzing motes of yellow light drifted
front its
rents. "Akkel," it replied in voice that was oddly warm and human.
"Akkel, Narss. Oh, found and find, time and biding are yet ended. This,
surely is not as it should be, and yet, and yet I can and must obey!"
"Akkel font, akkel central, deep node mnemon-aleph.
Yield!"
The conversation continued for a while, completely
incomprehensible to
Vyrkin. "Monstruwacan, agent, what are you doing?" he croaked. There
was a wet taste of copper in his mouth.
Pallin turned to him with the air of a man distracted
from his real
interest. "I am ending your idolatry, Captain," he said and turned back
to his object. "Yield, central mnemnon-aleph, mnemon-alephs thry sixt."
"To you brought, yielding, thus inverted, I thought to
have brought to
me. Thus am I now reluctantly, obediently yielding..." Plates opened
like the petals of a flower and small shining objects like metal eggs
were extruded. Pallin climbed up on to the back of the monster and
retrived them, secreting them away in his armour. Climbing down, he
turned and took out the wand again.
"Stop!" Vyrkin cried. "You are killing it!"
Pallin did not face him. "I am saving it, Captain," he
explained. "I am
saving what matters and what is useful. This shell and its vile
intention is to be destroyed."
"No, you must not! For years we came to this
place, matching our
wits with this thing. You cannot end it now."
"I am ending it now because I must."
Vyrkin almost cried, knowing and not knowing why this
was so. "Let us
have this beast!"
Pallin did turn to him then. Perhaps he pitied him. "You
have been
matching your wits against this thing - in a maze of its own devising.
You chose not to know it, but you have been sieved for generations by
this thing. It has been cultivating you as a garden of flesh and
soul. You thought that you were prevailing but in reality it was
remaking you in its own image."
"I am my own man," Vyrkin protested.
Pallin crouched beside him, laid a hand on his chest and
shook his head
sadly. "No, Captain," he said. "Our own defiance make us what we are,
not these machines. It was shaping you and it was sending you back to
your acclaim and your mates and thereby it was sculpting the genotype
of the Last Redoubt itself. We could not allow that."
"In my life, I-"
"No, not in your own life but over many, many
generations. There was
another time once when something similar happened and men with a
distorted appreciation of the nature of humanity came back and nearly
toppled the Redoubt. That will never be permitted to happen again."
"We need..." His breath was becoming short. How could he
beg this man
for a last moment of fulfillment?
Pallin stood and took out the wand again. "You may have
abhumans to
stand above, a darkness to stand against. You may not have idols."
Vyrkin rallied himself. He had protected this man from
the jibes and
the defensive sneers of his men and even now he could bring himself to
hate him - but he fought back nonetheless. "You Monstruwacans have your
idols too - the Watchers. I am a reading man... I know that it is
written that... in your experiments with pieces of light, all who watch
change what they see... and are changed by what they see. You watch the
Watchers... and they must change you. You! Your idols too!"
He nodded. "Yes," he admitted. "Maybe they will destroy
us in the end,
maybe we will triumph over them and maybe both kinds will become
something new. I hope that we will learn the exercise of will that will
keep us from too great an awe..."
"Your idols, you..." Vyrkin repeated weakly. His pain
had transcended
itself. He perceived it as a fact, a strong grip on his self, but in
crushing him it had become an abstraction, something he knew but could
pretend that he did not experience directly. Utterly still and feeling
that he was balanced over a vertiginous abyss and somehow it was his
attention that kept him alive, he could only watch. If he let go of
that knowing, he would die. If he forgot...
Pallin turned and strode back to the wrecked
manshonyagger and raised
his weapon. Almost to himself, he said, "I promised to protect you, and
in a way I am, though in truth I am protecting my home and myself from
a certain kind of hero... from you." He fired, and continued to fire
until it was reduced to an incandescent pool. "I am sorry Captain, and
that is also the truth."
Vyrkin coughed, choking on his blood, but still tried to
speak. "What
is there back in the Last Redoubt, Monstruwacan? What is there in those
halls that waits for you?"
He could not be sure if he spoke aloud, but Pallin
answered. "Hope," he
said. It was the last thing Vyrkin heard.
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On his exit from the Dark Palace, Pallin ex Asphodelos stopped with his
surviving guard for a while. There he looked up at the distorted visage
of the Great Watcher of the South. It loomed over the Palace as if
might own it, perhaps intending in the long but finite ages still to
come to prove that fact before continuing its advance on the Last
Redoubt itself.
"Master-to-be," he said to himself. The phrase was
bitter in its taste.
Nonetheless he walked back home to the Pyramid and he carried his prize
with him.
© Brett
Davidson
10 Jan 2005
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